Anonymous asked: what's on your mind?? you dont seem very happy and i dont like it! xxxx
A lot at the moment :( I’m stressed with uni work and stuff, then things have happened with my boyfriend and I haven’t slept at all for quite a while. My best friend is coming up to see me next week though, so hopefully i’ll be happy again :) xxxx
Anonymous asked: Chin up sausage ;) Soon have you back to normal.. <3 xx
I wonder who this is… haha :D Thanks chicken xxx
Writing stuff out is the best way to vent my anger/annoyance/disgust/hurt/contempt, and whatever else I may be feeling at the time. Personally, I do not care if it insults you because it is just my way of dealing with things. Luckily I am not one to make rash decisions and would much rather take the time to think about it, not letting any other variables cloud my judgment. So, yeah, you are very very fortunate. Expect this to carry on until I no longer feel the need to, even if I do seem fine with you.
It’s not right, not OK
Say the word it should say
Maybe we’re better off this way?
I’m not fine, I’m in pain
It’s harder everyday
Maybe we’re better off this way?
It’s better that we break
Anonymous asked: ur posts dont look very happpy :/ luv ur blog btw
It’s just been a tough couple of days :( hopefully I’ll be smiley me soon enough. Awww thank you, if I’m not following you already I’ll be happy to check yours out :)
It’s really difficult not to think about what you did with her. I feel hurt because you said you never would hurt me and you did, and right now it’s really difficult. The sickness I’ve felt in my stomach for the past month or so was my body’s way of telling me you weren’t telling me something, and as always it was right. I’m trying to take little steps to come to terms with what you’ve done but who knows what else lies ahead. All I know is, if you fuck up again we will genuinely be over. Don’t let me regret my decision.
